secret

才离开没多久就开始 担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你 想你想的睡不着
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样 还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你 想你想的都会笑
没有你在我有多难熬(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层 我试着努力向你奔跑
爱才送到 你却已在别人怀抱
就是开不了口 让她知道
我一定会呵护着你 也逗你笑
你对我有多重要 我后悔没 让你知道
安静的听你撒娇 看你睡着 一直到老
就是开不了口 让她知道
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
整颗心悬在半空 我只能够 远远看着
这些我都做得到 但那个人已经不是我

appreciate

today is the last day for 2009.

is 2009 a good year for me?

half half.

i love my class, 5S6.

the gang, the friends, the PMO buddies, the juniors.

got through many things this year.

been happy, been down, been angry,

been laugh, been quarrelling, been fighting,.....

am i ready for 2010 year? havent.

i hope 2010 will be a good year for me.

and i do appreciate all things i had now.

lastly, happy birthday to zuo hao and sze yin.

have a great one!

FIRST.

yesterday chatting with huey. she's so funny. suddenly told me those. i was shocked. lol. so this post is for you, KHOR SHU HUEY.

ah girl, how dare i will forget you? you're such a nice friend. and always gossip with me. i know a lots from you, you know? :p anyway, dont worry, i wont forget you. and please dont forget me! i think we had heart-talk before? lol. but not much larh. still have marh. next time, i can call you during midnight since u sleep late. haha, wait my call ya and dont blame me or get frustrated on me. blek :p

this girl,

one word:NICE.

another word: GOSSIP.

LOL

i'll keep myself happy always. no worry, kay? wink* and u must also.

pooiling

either good or bad.

went school today for orientation day. hmm, not bad! they all grow up liao. a little bit? lol. anyway, damn happy to see them. FYI, i miss them LOTS!!! very enjoy while chatting with them. miss those time that we chit-chatting. (: have a talk with uncle, and i feel more relieve now. though i had a talk with ys before and i did feel relieve. haha. miss him!

went mid valley after OD. met up with mum and had lunch with her. shop around until 8:30pm then met up with brother and sister. had dinner @ teppanyaki. home after that.

in between shopping, i went for interview @ nose. and i really did feel like working there. and the salary per month is attracting me. after im hired, then only i think of those problems.. ishh, and now i was regret. i shouldn't have interview @ nose. damn! now, i dunno how to call the people there and tell them i wanna quit. ugh.

PS: iphone better or blackberry? (:

today was a good day? or a moody day?

pooiling

birthday shoutout.

SELINA LAI WAI KUAN

Happy 17th Birthday, GIRL ♥

you know i love you, right?

have a great one ya.

still remember we had shopping at sp?

and only two us?

so, when will be our second time?

lol. best wishes to you, shortiee.

and all the best in your future.

dont try to forget me.

enjoy your day today.

SMILE (:

with loves,

pooiling

new moon ♥

i know it's kinda late now. but still, i watched new moon with lyn @ mid valley today. like finally. and it's AWESOME. i wonder why those ppl said it's not that nice. HAHA! i rate it 7/10. cant wait eclipse to release. next year, NEXT YEAR. and we have already date each other to watch eclipse next year. alright. it's kinda weird. but who care?

ps: hope everything will be fine one day.

pooiling

romance

everything gone.

without saying a single word.

ps:i dont think i can stand it animore. felt like scream it out loud.

ALWAYS ♥

it's kinda weird that you're happy when something is canceled that you wanted for so long. moodless these days. and i dunno what can i say now. have found few ways to release it. but at least i felt happy after typing few words to someone. ya, his perasan-ness is the best one. no one could be better than his. OHMYGEES. anyway, thanks him too. sometimes, he's quite annoying. i admit that. lol. but he's a great yet nice friend.

BAHH, and i dont think i'll go out with them. dear, i wanna go countdown with you guys. and, and my mum let me go! wink* im looking forward to it ya. (:

i dont think there'll be a second chance. ya. cos' i really dont want to go through it once again.
ps: i felt like yell to someone. but no one in my mind now.

IMY,Y&Y ♥

POOILING

there's something when you say nothing

it's complicated.

i'm speechless =/

END

it ended this way.

i should be relieve?

or should be sad?

santa claus is coming to town (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS, PEOPLE! (:

it's 12 something now, and i cant sleep weih. so im here to blog! went dragon-i @ pavilion to have dinner with the family just now. woah, so many people there man. and was so traffic jam just now. the road is full with cars. OH YEAH, pavilion's christmas deco was super nice! love it! better than mv and piramid's. hehe (: let's the picture do the talking alright?

PS: I MISS THEM! :D

POOILING (:

i have no idea.

woah, time flies! 5 minutes later then will be christmas eve. still rmb last year christmas. it's still clearly in my mind. of course i miss it. and it reminded me something. and that is so important to me.


ps: i wanna learn driving badly! :p

you know i love you ♥

hello world, im back! i've lost my blogging mojo few weeks ago, due to the SPM. so, i dont know how to blog, and what to blog. LOL. anyway, i miss school life now. SUPER miss! and my bunch of friends. okay, back to topic. went sunway piramid today to celebrate CHONG JO LEE's birthday. at first wanna give her surprise, but too bad, the door relfected their image and dear saw them, i was like dunno what to do and only can pretend like cant see them. lol. today sing k not bad. three person only. each of us had a mic. lol. sorry dear, i haven get u any present. but will get it as soon as possible. BIG SORRY TO YOU, DEAR. after sing k, went SJC to have our lunch? tea time? lol. it's 4.30 that time. after finished our lunch and gossiping, took photo with the snow man and back home. lol. today's was fun, super fun, freaking fun. and i think dear did enjoy right? lol. anwway, i hope you'll happy always. MUST BE HAPPY ALWAYS!!! you know i love you. ♥

today was dong zhi, HAPPY DONG ZHI FESTIVAL. make tang yuan with the sisters just now. had fun tho'

ohmygeeesss, i changed my blog skin again. and this time i just spent an hour? or less than that? lol. i was proud of myself! yay! :p

ps: weilshern uncle, photos please..... (:

and sinwei and huey back from langkawi today, bet them sure had fun there. i missed it! shit. and i was sooo regret that i never follow them to langkawi. souvenir please, chocolate, key chain, and the most important photosss. sin wei, i hope u take some beach photos for me, and sunset photos if possible. lol. you know i love them badly!!!

and the choo hao jian. dont forget u said u will give me souvenir that u buy from china. dont forget!!! i'll rmb. :p

crap enough alr. i shall plan for my study. hmm, will be going to HELP U.C for a-levels, but the problem is i should take january intake or march intake? and it is so far from my house. this is another problem. haihz.

pooiling (:

special dedicated to CJL ♥

after few minutes later, is the CHONG JO LEE's birthday! lol. dear, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! (: you should know i love you right? haha, i know you love too! :p thanks for being such a good friend to me these few years. im really glad to know you. maybe there's a fate? we not used to talk much, alright? but we used to share some secret. we're not talking that much when came to this year. because this year we're busying study and prepare for examination. that's why i dont like exam. because exam always ruined our friendship. lol. not ruined larh. but just make us less talk to each other like last time. do u ever see me cry before? i think yes barh? but i haven see u cry before leh? when are u going to cry in front of me huh? LMAO. dear, i dunno why everytime when i was emo, and when i feel like texting u or calling u, then i'll stop myself from doing that, cos' everytime when i was emo, that will be exam time. i dunno why? haha, i knew u're struggling with something, and i know i cant help much. only can be a listener to you. and i know im not a good counselor. but i will learn to be. tho' i know i cant! anyway, have a blast! good luck in your future and have a great one tmr! :D

lastly, happy sexy 17th birthday! may god bring you luck and always be happy.

S.M.I.L.E (:

ps: friendship forever! ♥

wedding dinner

friday night went relative's house for some gathering. not gonna go into detail. saturday woke up early in the morning. prepared everything then headed to her house again. blablabla..... took photos of course. attended the wedding dinner at night. and i cant watch battleground final! haha. she's very pretty that night! let's the pictures do the talking alright?

CHS Promenade Ball

yesterday was CHS PROM NIGHT. haha, of course i had a great night! (: thanks to all the prom committee members who organize such a great prom. credits to them. and of course a great thanks to lu mei. cos' we bring lots of problem to her. lol. everyone was beautiful yesterday! and i finally got to see ECX. woah, they're so nice and friendly. good luck in the final this saturday. and i guess they will be the champion. no doubt, okay? hee (: i did enjoy with the friends and classmates. photos, PHOTOS!! let's the photo do the talking alright.

myself

kai foong (:

yew ho (:

shen wen (:

yi ling (:

huey shin (:

shu huey (:

ECX ♥

pei lin (:

sue ping, the prom queen

emcee of the night, JIN

koe yeet (:

soo ling (:

juandy (:

minnn (:

briana (: COOOL!