wat i think.

disappointed with all of them, include her..

worrying.

worrying came to visit me again.. worried for many things nowaday..firstly, hong kong trip. why all of them wont worry for it? still left 3 months.. wat have we done? if we reali dun have heart for it, dun care about it, then wat for we go hong kong? haihz.. teacher start to get fuii towards us d.. it is just the third practice.. worry for it.. secondly, exam.. still left 7days, which is one week more.. how am i going to face.. third, trip to eagle ranch.. ppl who are going is just 40 something.. wat happen to all my forms junior.. wat is going on? disappointed.. i cant force all of go.. if u all duwan go, then u guys like lor.. we will be more free only. no need to care so many ppl.. haihz.. lastly, my SPM.. im still haven ready for it.. i have start prepare it now.. take every exam in skul as SPM, i must ready for it.. argh!!!!

my last year in it, am i sacrifice for it every second? why all my juniors wont feel same as wat we are feel? wont they think tat they must go cos this year is their last year? why they dun have tat spirit? disappointed ):

ling.

tired

im very tired today..
until i slept in class when bm period.
& the most fish thing is pn.loo came to find me when im sleeping..
she called me few times but i cant heard..
until my friend wake me up only i realize..
damn fish man.. din ever happen before.
maybe im just too tired. and my head automatically fall on the table..
haha :)


im very hardworking nowaday? hee.. but im still watching tv.
my gosh, still left 12 days to the exam..
i had already tried my best to let myself concentrate on studies..
ishhh...

it might not happen before.. im just worrying?

maybe it is just all my thinking?
it might not be happen before..
my gosh, may i run away quickly and stay away from everything?


busy with studies and homeworks..


chao first :)
bye bye.

do watever u wan to do and go ahead..

im seriouly in a bad mood :(

not going to talk about it..

smile.

smile in your life and u'll find tat it will be more happy..

appreciate wat u have right now (:

hold tightly and feel it.

hold it tightly or it will disappear one day.

or it will leave you away one day.

beloved senior.

today went for lunch.. u guess who i saw?
haha, my most funny senior in my life..
a han ! he is still damn funny..
ask him : dun have work meh today?
then he answered me: take leave ma can lor.
wth* din change much him.. still like tat.
still like to talk alot, bully ppl, and more more..
happy to see him today.. but i noe im not the most happy..
cos SHE will be more happier.. heee :)

today started solo practice.. damn scary..
& i chose ' kong san niao yu'
damn difficult song yet nice.. love it!
but i scared i cant perform it well and yet spoil the song...
am i suitable to play the song? i'll try hard..


my heart will go on..

ling :)

again & again im doing wrong things.

i think im doing wrong things again..
why im so stupid?
hurting her again & again..
i promised her before i wont do tat again..
but, at the same time, she disappoint me..
reali, im telling myself its ok..
nothing is happen.. just let it be..
sometimes, cant! we cant assume tat nothing had happen..
wat i nid to do? take action and cure it..
how? sigh* a problem again..
im still in a situation of "scared & not dare"


besides her, i think she also..
im feel so guilty for all of you..
not oni her, her, her also...

sorry, sorry & sorry..

words tat i can say now is SORRY!

ling:(

tired.

yesterday was cross country.. erm, i'm proud to say i finished the run.. haha. first time leh.. i have improve weih.. run with LENG yesterday.. look at the watch when i run.. quite funy when i run with LENG.. back to school at 9.41am.. argh, just one minute.. JUST ONE MINUTE.. oh my god.. if i can back to school one minute earlier, then can get mark d.. sigh..


take rest at hua yue ting.. sat outside the stair.. very funny leh all my juniors.. haha.. cutenya.. time to line up at tapak.. the sun was damn hot man.. finally, results came out, ungu 1st, kuning 2nd, hijau 3rd, merah 4th and biru 5th.. i tot we are the last.. but,.. haihz.


yesterday was valentines day.. went mid valley with my dear frens.. at first, we wana watch red cliff, but end up we went there for lunch only.. haha.. went flying chillies @ gardens for lunch.. took photos.. then went home.. and i went to meet up my mom.. bought a shirt.. and i like it so much.. hee :) thanks mom. then, shop around and went home at 6.30pm..


at night, brother suddenly said wana go mv for dinner, oh my goodnes, mv again? yea.. so, went feng lye@ gardens for dinner.. quite nice the food there.. but, the ice kacang was ok ok only.. many ppl ar.. need to wait.. sigh* after finish eating, it's already 10.30pm.. haha, then went home.


a day with memories and wishes..

ling :)

happy valentine's

ugrh, tmr's merentas desa.. oh my gosh.. why??

i think going to run a lil' distance then walk..

cos tired and lazy...

tmr's oso valentine's day..

to

all of the couple in the world:

HAPPY VALENTINE'S..

enjoy your sweet day :)

remember last year............a sweet memories.

ling :)

birthday shoutout :)

TONG WEI LENG ,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY..

A GIRL WHO BORN ON 10 OF FEBRUARY..

I LOVES HER SO MUCH..

A BEST FREN TAT I EVER HAD..

A GIRL WHO I CAN TALK TO..

LOVES HER :)

may all your wish come true and happy always..

smile :)

update*

busy with many stuff nowadays..

i have no time to blog..

erm, just a lil' update..

pmo trip coming soon.. about one month?

exam coming soom.. about 3 weeks more?

oh my gosh...... no time !!

study... must get good results this time.. yeah (: sigh*

aiyorr....

in a mood of WORRYING?

yea, i am :(

ling.

birthday shoutout.

happy belated birthday to:

YEE MIN (5/2/09) & HONG LIANG (6/2/09)

ALL DA BEST TO THEM... SMILE ALWAYS :)

pictures.

Genting- Chinese New Year