worrying.

worrying came to visit me again.. worried for many things nowaday..firstly, hong kong trip. why all of them wont worry for it? still left 3 months.. wat have we done? if we reali dun have heart for it, dun care about it, then wat for we go hong kong? haihz.. teacher start to get fuii towards us d.. it is just the third practice.. worry for it.. secondly, exam.. still left 7days, which is one week more.. how am i going to face.. third, trip to eagle ranch.. ppl who are going is just 40 something.. wat happen to all my forms junior.. wat is going on? disappointed.. i cant force all of go.. if u all duwan go, then u guys like lor.. we will be more free only. no need to care so many ppl.. haihz.. lastly, my SPM.. im still haven ready for it.. i have start prepare it now.. take every exam in skul as SPM, i must ready for it.. argh!!!!

my last year in it, am i sacrifice for it every second? why all my juniors wont feel same as wat we are feel? wont they think tat they must go cos this year is their last year? why they dun have tat spirit? disappointed ):

ling.