Wednesday, May 13, 2009

beloved and forever.

to my beloved yoong siang,

i duno started from when. im so respect u and like u. maybe u're funny? haha, im still remember 2 years ago our pmo concert-liang zhu. u're one of my memories in secondary and pmo life. im still remember im form one while u're form five. actually im not really close to u that time. lol. until pmo concert, u came back.. and i started to close to u. because of u, i'll automatically think of the concert, or, when i think of the concert, i'll automatically think of u. haha.. why u have such a big influence? sometimes i'll ask leng, when yoong siang will be back harh? lol. then, someone told me u'll not be back this year or forever.. im damn scared. scared cant see u animore.. lol. until jo lee told me, u'll be back in may. and u'll going to the gathering also. im damn excited. but, at the same time, im scared also. im scared we cant communicate well as like in the gathering.. i duno why im sucks. i duno how to talk to u. or wat topic shud i talk to u. and the most important things is my english damn broke la weih. lol. from the gathering, i noe u have changed. and changed alots. although its not a bad thing, but i cant accept it immediately. im prefer last time concert de yoong siang (: but now, when i think carefully, its a normal thing that u have changed since u have been there for 2 years. i think? so, maybe u have already used to the lifestyle there. although u have changed, but something that inside you will not change. the way u treat ppl. the way u communicate with ppl, the way the concern ppl. right? aniway, u're still my beloved senior (: hope that u'll not hate here as u'll not come back animore. i hope to see u again.

ps: please dun forget me.
i'll miss you always (:

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