it's not a miracle anymore.

today i met someone that really meant to me.

♥ something told me wishes may come true

the end

things came to the end finally,

and i noe wat i need to do.

not satisfied.

finally exam over. hmph. not satisfied with this term. cos' reali dead. every subject is very hard. i think im gonna fail again. i duwan! i duwan to fail again. its reali pain. urgh. took back moral paper today. erm, improve d but still not satisfied. my essay cause me lost many marks weih. i wont hate doing essay, but will work hard and find solution to score 10marks for essay. wink* actually, after this term, i noe why those ppl can score so well for their paper. cos' they really put lotsa hard work in it. but me? haha.. dun talk about it d. have to work harder next time. and its reali the last time. cos' no more next time. aikz. my things to do in july and august, study and revise for trial, practice for competition. all the best ya. jiayou(:

somehow, im disappointed to myself.

pooiling

beloved and forever.

to my beloved yoong siang,

i duno started from when. im so respect u and like u. maybe u're funny? haha, im still remember 2 years ago our pmo concert-liang zhu. u're one of my memories in secondary and pmo life. im still remember im form one while u're form five. actually im not really close to u that time. lol. until pmo concert, u came back.. and i started to close to u. because of u, i'll automatically think of the concert, or, when i think of the concert, i'll automatically think of u. haha.. why u have such a big influence? sometimes i'll ask leng, when yoong siang will be back harh? lol. then, someone told me u'll not be back this year or forever.. im damn scared. scared cant see u animore.. lol. until jo lee told me, u'll be back in may. and u'll going to the gathering also. im damn excited. but, at the same time, im scared also. im scared we cant communicate well as like in the gathering.. i duno why im sucks. i duno how to talk to u. or wat topic shud i talk to u. and the most important things is my english damn broke la weih. lol. from the gathering, i noe u have changed. and changed alots. although its not a bad thing, but i cant accept it immediately. im prefer last time concert de yoong siang (: but now, when i think carefully, its a normal thing that u have changed since u have been there for 2 years. i think? so, maybe u have already used to the lifestyle there. although u have changed, but something that inside you will not change. the way u treat ppl. the way u communicate with ppl, the way the concern ppl. right? aniway, u're still my beloved senior (: hope that u'll not hate here as u'll not come back animore. i hope to see u again.

ps: please dun forget me.

i'll miss you always (:

im confusing with the relationship.

tomorrow wushu night. everyone going?

hmm, im happy cos' my juniors, seniors and classmate are going.

haha, i tot nobody wana go tim.

argh, next week "guan mo hui" d.

haven finish practice my zhan ma.

how ar? how?

im started to scare d. already 2 years din participate in guan mo hui,

then suddenly nid to perform in front of them..

damn scared larh weih..

i'll try my best larh..

work hard !!

to someone, i'm started to feel strange to you d.

i duno who you are, are u changing?

or im the one who changing?

is it u influence by somebody else?

i duno wat are thinking..

i duno.. i duno..

wats going on now?

i feel like our distance getting far apart again..

to someone, i can sure that u changed.

ya, u have changed. a lots.

u are not the one that i noe..

im feel so disappointed to u guys.

i duwan to care about u.

how many years old are u now?

still need someone to teach u?

sigh.

ling.

i realize.

somehow,

i realize things come very slow,

but it gone very fast..

i dun wish it to happen, but it had already happened. wat am i going to do.. im lost...

ling.